If you want to boil life down to base experiences, here is a list of
things that humans, barring higher intelligence and thought and reason,
are here to do:

  1. Be Born
  2. Eat and drink
  3. produce waste from eating
  4. Grow
  5. Produce offspring
  6. Die

After you complete the fourth step all you have to do is produce the
offspring and then you could just go right on to step 6..  Not
that you would
want to do that, but it does happen.  I mean once your kids are 30
or 40 you should getting ready to die.  No body wants 400 year old
great * 16 grand parents sitting your house.  Death is a natural
thing and it really should not be feared.  Doing stupid things
that bring on massively increased risks of sudden death should be
feared to some extent.  I personally will not be sky diving with
parachute into a hurricane with 5 tons of weights strapped around
me.  But beyond that I don’t want to be a strain on the next
generation when I am older.  If I am 80 years old and having a
major health crisis and the only way for me to stay alive is via
machine, I would not want that.  People have to die.  I would
not want to live on a machine for 15 years, that would be
horrifying.  And on the same token, no woman should be forced to
bear a child that she does not want and cannot or will not provide
decent care for.  If she wants to arrange an adoption, that’s fine,
but she can choose to exercise her right to privacy and terminate if
she wants to and not be bothered about her choice by outsiders. 
It is so disrespectful when people yell and protest at women’s health
clinics.  Some places provide more than just abortions in the
clinic and sometimes they yell at women who are there for other things,
including other medical procedures.  Abortion in America only
needs to be 3 things.  Safe, legal and rare.  Beyond that if
a woman wants to wait until 3 days before the due date and wax the womb
booger, hey, not my problem.  Its her body, and if she does not
want it, she can get rid of it.  Its not the choice of some
hypocrite Christian bedshitter who stands in front of a building and
yells at people in the name of “God”.

Another Ho-Hum day I guess.  Today I was able to find an adapter
for my digital camera, so I can get some different lenses and finally
get some better images.   That is supposed to be in next
week.  I hope that they get it here fast, since they are the only
place I was able to find online ANYWHERE.  And they sent me a mail
30 minutes later with a shipping notice that it was on its

Beyond that I was watching TV for about 20 minutes this afternoon and I
noticed that on the on CNN they are not covering Terry Schiavo as
much.  Perhaps they realized that they played a major role in the
circus atmosphere?  Nah, I doubt that.  They liking fucking
up America.

  A free press is extremely important.  But sadly,
the media in this country is owned by 3 major companies.  GE,
Time-Warner, and News Corp.  GE owns NBC, Time-Warner has CNN and
News Corp has Fox News.  One thing that I found out when I myself
had to write the news is that it costs money to actually go and
research reports.  So rather than spend money on actual reporting
they all rely on wire services which can be manipulated at times.

And so Americans really don’t watch the “news” to gain real
information, but rather we seem to want to live in dream world where
everything turns out with a happy ending, no matter what the
subject.  Of course both sides of the spectrum in America cry that
the other side is using the media against them, so they claim. 
Which once you gain a higher concept of their argument you begin to see
how fundamentally flawed it really is.

  Think about it.  If
the media was being used against a group for their beliefs or actions
in a negative manner you would not hear anything from the opposing
sides that was going against the preferred message.  But that does
not happen since you hear from both sides almost every single day about
the same damn issue.

  And that issue is subterfuge so people don’t pay attention to
what is really going on around them and focus on the meaning point set
forth by political parties and the people within their
organization.  Democrats want you to focus on how much you will
lose when Bush has not given any real details other than private
accounts.  Of course he does not say how he will pay for this
either, so I guess its a toss up on which way you are going.

  If you follow the wacked out power hungry bible banger hypocrites
then you will say that the private accounts are the best idea
ever.  If you are a apology hungry super liberal then you will go
on about how it will fuck America.  Which I think it will probably
end up doing, since everything George W Bush has done since he has been
in office has been to enhance the valuation of corporations that he is
either involved in directly or knows the top level officials personally
and fuck over the other 99% of Americans.

 Sadly millions of Americans defend GW Bush as a saint every day
when they refuse to realize what he is doing to our country on a daily
basis. And since his cabinet is stacked with the same people his
fathers cabinet was, the same mentality of constant never ending war
reigns again.  So many people have come back from the 80’s that I
think I am watching VH-1 I love the 80’s when I watch C-SPAN sometimes.

  It is sad when people are so devoid of thought and mission that
they just go along with what ever the trend is at the time.  And
from this we have seen the rise of news that does not report
anything.  Shock headlines have been overused now and are worded
to make it sound like the end of the world can happen at any second for
the simplest of news briefs. I think it would be easier to just read
the police blotter once a week rather than watch 30 minutes of local
news a day to see that some idiot drove into a building or flipped
their vehicle while only doing 25 on a flat street or some woman who
could not keep her legs shut with 5 kids got beat or shot by her
boyfriend who just got out of prison .

  Once and a while you will get some 3 line story about a
bill being signed into law by the governor but that’s about it and the
rest is dedicated to local car wrecks and sports, both professional and
high school.  Maybe once and a while they will show a video clip
of some city in Ohio or Wyoming that had a really bad car wreck or some
local festival where they eat fried candy bars dipped in batter with
ice cream and bacon or some other wacky foodstuff for people to

  Like fried turkey.  I will honestly say that it can be very
good.  But I know the guy who made it also owns his own BBQ place
in KC
and this was for his family on Thanksgiving and oh my it was very
good.  But I have also had fried turkey where the people did not
have a clue and it was terrible.  Another thing people seem to
want to try and make is crab cakes.  I am not down with shellfish
so I won’t eat them, but I have seen some home made ones that just
looked like cat vomit and smelled like rotten skank death. 
When my brother worked as a chef at a seafood place he had to make
them he became well versed in how to make them and so when he was a
chef for a while at a local country club the people who ordered them
always raved about how good they were.  Of course the same people
would order a turducken, which is a cornish game hen stuffed into a
roasting duck that is in turned stuffed into a turkey and baked. 
Oh man it was sick.  Apart those are all great to eat and I enjoy
doing so, but all together is just way too much for my likings. 

  But the last thing I want to bitch about is the girls at school
who want to show off their bodies.  And I am not complaining about
the size 2 girls.  Its the size 62 XXXXXXL chicks that wear
clothes that are way to small for their fat asses and stomachs and
jelly rolls.  And for some odd reason its always the fat chicks
with A cup boobs that want to show off acres of thighs and the first 5
flab rolls on their waists.  Then its up to a top that shows off
her 62A boobs. 

I see lots of chicks at school who are way fit, but then for every one
of those I see I have to be visually assulted by the hordes of chicks
that think rippled fat that jiggles when they breath is sexy and so
they decide to wear skin tight everything when they should be wearing a
mu-mu instead.


When George executed a person in Texas 10 days before chri$tma$ nobody seemed to care. Why are the
same people who want to save an unbaby or a breathing carcass so willing to send
soldiers off to die?  If god does exist, I am pretty sure that it
would not want the current ass clowns that ruin America to use the idea
of “the lord” to further their agendas.  

Where is your rage for the baby in Texas?  It was going to live
for ever on life support, and the HOSPITAL wanted to remove the 
life support and allow the child to die and his mother was having to
file the lawsuit in order to stop them from doing the right thing for
both her and the child.  You might want to surf over to here
and get word added to your vocabulary.  I highly doubt that it
would matter to Bush if Terry was alive or dead.  But if he can
wrangle some political points for his cause then he will use ANY
issue.  Honestly, will her death affect you in any direct
fashion?  Probably not.  You may take a few more precautions
now that you know what can happen but its not like the world is going
to stop spinning because of her demise.

Perhaps you think being a republican is only about “God” and being a
“conservative”?  Wrong again.  Nope.  Being a republican
boils down to 2 major things.  Being politically virtuous and
vigilant.  Not supporting big business, not being paid for by the
church and definately not trampling all over the state and its
rights.  Those are all recent additions to the ideals of being a
Republican.  So the religious aspect of the GOP is really in
direct opposition of the 2 core values of being a “real”
republican.  I think we have 3 groups with in the GOP right now,
two being major and dominate in the party and then one smaller group.
The religious right, the Business supporters and then just a few but
dedicated process consevatives.  Out of the entire group I only
partly agree with the process conservatives on reducing the federal
debt and reducing the size of the national government.  Nothing
  Organized religion is just another way of seperating people into
groups with a few people having control with most people having no
control.  Then they can maintain the positions they want while
people think they are getting the good end of the stick when they are
getting boned.

Gas prices got you down?
Who cares?  I don’t.  If you are one of those people who
drives a monster truck or SUV or something that get terrible mileage
and has the balls to bitch about high gas prices then you need to
examine your lines of thought.
  1st thing is to stop blaming Opec for the rising costs of
oil.  Even if they pumped 30 billion more barrels of crude oil an
hour extra for a month we would not see gas prices fall for months, since gasoline is
sold months in advance. 

  2nd thing is stop bitching about what you drive that gets such
bad mileage.  Nobody forced you to purchase the car.  You
knew about the costs of owning a vehicle like that before you bought
it.  I am sure you could have looked at a smaller, more economic
vehicle when you were getting your SUV, but you were most likely just
too big of a pussy to check out something different from what all the
other people in your sub division are driving. 

Spring break should be two full weeks long.  Unless you want to
stay home or travel in your local region, air travel is the only way to
get across the country in less than a day.  And since its not
cheap, it makes it hard to do as a college student.
  Amtrak is an
OK way to get around, but they don’t offer direct service to alot of places and they don’t have trains
that leave on certain routes 3 or 4 times a day so you can be stuck for hours some times..  When I took the
train back from DC on a recent trip it took about 30 hours to get from
Washington DC to Kansas City.  If I did not have to sit in a train
station for almost 5 hours so I could get back on to the same train I
came in on, it would have been nice and I could have been home that
much sooner.  But over all, I would have to say that Amtrak, if
you have the time, is a neat way to travel.  Slow, but it gets you
there, sort of on time. 

  However, I did get to see how people in America now
live next to the rail road tracks from DC to KC, and I got to see a guy
drop a used syringe in a bathroom by the foodcourt in Chicago. Gotta
love it when you get to see people shoot up in the bathroom!

One cool thing about the train is that you can use your cell phone
the time, you never are told to sit down, you can walk about and do
what ever you want once you get on board.  I brought my own food
in a cooler, saved me from being forced to pay 5 bucks for a tiny
microwave pizza and 2 bucks for a candy bar.  They had movies, but
to it was shown on a TV stuck in the wall.  Trains are not quiet
enough to watch a movie on and they were only in one car. 

America makes me want to vomit. The pussies who are now democrats are
professional election losers, the bible bangers on the right will next
want to install a camera in every bedroom in America to make sure
everything is wholesome.  Now I do feel sorry for the process
conservative theory republicans, for they are ones who are really
getting maligned here.  Sadly, its not the liberals who are doing
all the damage, it is the conservative beast known as the religious
right.  Of course, they have paid for a large portion of the bill
to get a lot of republicans in office, and with that move they have now
gained vast power in America at this time.  As most people know,
power leads to corruption and now they are trampling on the rights of
the states, the rights of married couples and showing how far certain
leaders named Tom DeLay from Texas who questioned the manhood of the
husband of the woman who they are trying to “save” will go to attempt
to score political points.  Sadly the same fuckers will send
soldiers off to die for Cheney and his secret empire he is trying to
amass, or let the baby in Texas die from the law that Bush himself
signed a few years ago…And of course, please don’t bother
investigating or try prosecuting them for their actions, no matter how
many laws they break in the process.  They are busy making America
safer, when they really just fuck off large amounts of tax payer money
and then hold a show and tell every few months.

Lots of cussing, not much truth and a bunch of bullshit.